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Sometimes people will search for a method of ending their lives quickly and painlessly and there are the most used ways when commit suicide but none of this is really painless.
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  • TeddyOct.29 05:15
    i m 20 years old in my life i had lot of things i passed lot of exams well i win lot of things lot of people love me not only in my family village in my country and in here nut i lost my crush i did some wrong things to my crush now i think i cant live
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  • JakeOct.29 06:28
    I am done fighting, I just want to end my pain, of course, I would like to just fall asleep and not wake up, looks like the best I can come up with is to take several clonazepam, and just before I fall asleep, take several oxycodone... The mixture of the two should do the trick... My reasons for just being done: I have a very rare Nerve disease called RSD and/or CRPS, I got from a second knee surgery, the nerve disease causes your nerves to only register pain, It has over the last few years spread throughout my entire body, this is the best I can explain the feeling and I'm not exaggerating, it feels like I'm having acid poured on my head, running down my neck, shoulder and both arms, it feels like I have a knife stuck in my back, knees and left ankle, also feels like someone is running a blow torch up and down my left leg, with all the new pain med regulations I can't even get prescribed enough to do or handle even a portion of my pain, I am worthless unless I double what I'm prescribed, then I can have a little bit of a life, until I run out two weeks early of my prescription then I get to try to take on both the pain and withdrawals. RSD is known as the suicide disease, because 90% of people who get it kill themselves because they can't get help for amount of pain it causes, on the Mcgill pain scale its ranked as the worst form of chronic pain there is, it is even ranked higher in pain than childbirth. I had a successful flooring installation company which I trained my wife to do, so when I could no longer work, she could take over and we would still be ok money wise anyway, but she had other plans, took my company over and decided she no longer needed or wanted me and my kids, So when I needed her the most, she needed to play more, which I gave her everything she ever asked for even in severe pain...so bottom line is I'm 42, I'm in more pain than anyone can handle, no one including doctors will help, I can't work, I get very little help from the state (nobody could live of what I get) I'm years away from collecting disability and weeks away from being homeless, My wife left me, I left my family and friends for my wife, so no family, no real friends.. I just don't want to hurt my kids, but they are a little older and they know how much pain and suffering in going through, sorry its so long and its only part of it, there is alot more, but I think that would give you a good understanding of why I'm done, I have nothing left inside me to fight with, let alone fight for... So if there is a better way, to die in your sleep, than what I have listed at the start, please let me know... And sleep deaths only please, I don't want blood and brains all over the place, or anything like that, just sleeping and never waking up !!!
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  • reeaxNov.4 22:33
    @ : hi jake sorry to hear your sad story, hope you ll find a way out.
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  • Pain Sucks Oct.29 07:17
    I have so many medical problems and I'm so tired of being in pain all the time. I'm not even 40 and I'm done I'm just done!!
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  • ramOct.29 16:42
    I want to die too much painfully.. I have all my parents and they don't give me support and encouragement and they are giving too much pain I don't have any out side problems like friends and girl friends I want to kill my self I don't want to live in this world.. My life suckss... Fucked up
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  • BurnfruitsOct.30 14:17
    My name is Jayden and ive tried several times and for all those who searched ways to kill them selfs. One don't say something in the comments onless your actually going to talk to some one, in real life. Two TALK TO SOME ONE ABOUT IT, freind, parrent, for most people they'll tell there freinds before there parrents. I'm saying this not to stop, but to get you to think. Like actually think. I have tried to kill my self 10 plus times in many more ways then are listed here, for all of them I was in panic before and during the attempt. People saying that committing suicide is the easy way out but it really isnt. Quite literally ive been there done that. NOT FUN before during and after the attempt. The decision is ultimately up to you. Do what you will but befor you try anything harmful at the very least contact me, im not a healthcare professional, im just a gall that has helped people befor if im freinds with them or not, [email protected], if anyone does contact me put painless as the subject so i know what the deal is. At the very least thanks for reading, Jayden
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  • ROct.30 14:19
    Since most of the problems sharing are here, I'll share mine too. Hi, I'm R, a 23yo living in Asia. It's been a year since I graduated and've been jobless ever since, imagine the number of interviews I went through. The expectation from my parents are so high that I have to do anything and everything just to please them and also to the people around me since I've got not much friends, or maybe none at all. When I try to please myself, to make myself comfortable or to do what I like, I get this judgmental look from their faces looking at me like I offended them. And when I do it often, my parents, my mom especially, would be yelling and screaming at me back home like I disgraced her in public. Yeah, I know right, 23yo and still get yelled at by my mom. My dad, on the other hand, didn't talk much with me. I remembered asking him on cooking and shaving (when I'm a teenager), all he said was "how old are you to not learn it by yourself". There's also a few times I've heard that my parents were talking to my younger siblings that I'm a bad example of living my life as a human being. I studied abroad so on my graduation day last year, I got a feeling that my mom was using me to go on a holiday. She didn't even really care about my graduation and keep on rushing me where and when can they (mom and aunt) eat. I thought it would be the highlight of my life to take picture with one of my friend but turns out I didn't get any. I'm here now in Asia and I've never considered anyone as a friend. I've only been listening and listening to them bragging about what they did and have, I even got interrupted when I try to talk. I always wonder how do people even have "fun" with friends. If my life is to please everyone else, why not just please myself by hanging for the first and last time. Can't really go for drowning since I can swim lol.
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  • StarOct.30 22:01
    I'm 11 years old and My cousins always call me fat they say I have no friends which is true then I to hang myself with a belt and then I stole my dads credit card i didn't mean to and I lie a lot and I'm scared of losing the ones I love everyday I regret living going to school trying to hide my anxiety and depression I feel alone the only best friend is my dog Fluffy every time I do bad in school or get bad grades I have to do squats for 1 hour it's called pump tire it's an African punishment or if I'm really bad I get a spanking all this depression is eating me up inside and eventually I'll kill myself everyday I hug my parents I feel sadder and sadder.
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  • Colin IrwinOct.30 23:33
    Zek. Come on.Your problems you describe are not even serious.Take a look around you at other people with serious issues and think how lucky you are. I will pray for you.
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  • JijoOct.31 03:50
    so horrible life ,,I need to end my life before evening thinking another word ,,,
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  • EvaOct.31 09:05
    I have never wanted to die, up until now. I'm 45. I have lost every decent and basic important thing in life, that most take for granted. Well, almost everything. I still have a wonderful family, but not my own and now it's becoming, where it's just not enough to keep me here anymore. It stated with the loss of my health about 6 years ago. Then I lost my career because of my health problems. My husband of 11 yrs, announced he didn't love me anymore, about 12 yrs ago. Then via therapy, I found out he was still in love with his first wife, who left him because he couldn't have a child. So several years down the track, after not having any partner, children, job, home, and trying to make something of my life, but failing over and over. I am now about to be homeless. None of my family have room to house me, I am not allowed any government payment support, and I haven't been able to pay my rent for 6 weeks. I'm about to lose my rental. So I am facing literally being out in the street or in a refuge. I just can't take any more of living with the stress of a life like this. I've tried to find suitable answers, but all I get is dead ends. My sisters are paying for my food, utilities and medications. The guilt and shame is unbearable. I have serious health problems from this stress. My jaw won't close up completely, due to inflammation of the joint and I have a nasty skin rash, both from severe stress. So now I've reached the point where I can't honestly see a purpose to my life. I've lost all hope. I can't find my faith. I truly feel like a total waste of space. I think about the letters I will write to leave, for my friends and family. I don't want to affect their lives the way it will, but my personal pain has caused great selfishness within me. Please, anyone - give me the best reason you can think of, as to why I should hold onto a life I have always been very grateful for, but now I know it's slipping away from me. But I hate pain and if I do it, I want it done right, first time. I will clearly explain to everyone, why I couldn't find any answers, except to end my suffering life. I can't see a reason why I was given this life. Everyone I know, absolutely all of them, have at least one good reason why they should hold on. Good health, children, a job, a home, a partner. I have none of this! So what purpose do I have to stay?
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